Im sitting right here by my own, ma thoughts
are killing me and are chewing on my bones. Shit, what can I do to make my
life better I have to get out this cold and stormy weather.
I was thinking im bad and cool but I only acted like a fool I did not
know that I was an addict I was just being pathetic. I hate this life
im living just want to die nobody will ever understand why I didn’t say
good bye. I will be just gone disappeared out this misery cant take
this humiliation any longer I feel my pain is just getting stronger,
you gos to understand that I have this magic wand where I just stand
back and hide, those are the only times im feeling all right no reason
to out on a fight. Its kind of insane that I still think about you
every minute there are so many people who are trying to act like a
menace to society but the aint got the verity in their thoughts the
murder their own brain is there any way you sustain my pain but ya
don’t even know how to spell my name. I know I have something special
in my soul that’s the only reason why im still walking through that
deep and dark whole. I can feel your shade on my body that’s cause im
always staying naughty nothing I can do about that may be you should
just give me a slap before I will be the backstabbed, backslapped wanna
be real but I cant don’t know the reason why you folks will never get
me right so I m ready to bite ya head of in pieces shit when I get
horny I also would fuck all ya tight nieces no reason to believe in
jesus because he will never help you out you can just do it by your own
when I flex I don’t like to sound monotone that’s why I break every
bone in your body come here and show me what you got don’t try to act
tough or righteous you may just fight this. Never reached the damn
point just puffing on your next joint its an addiction you don’t know
how to handel it right the only thing you can do is just fight for own
rights ignite the light of the deep and dark tunnel when I flow and
flex its like a funnel like a damn twister twist ya heart appart
Ya heard me when I im back you wont feel free no more cause ya know who
im, im the men who went trough so much shit so much crab so much pain
that I just cant stand it no longer I wanna get out here right now its
not worth it gos to be myself no one else no dirty ass bitch living on
the street trying to find a bud on the moody street I aint like that
and its important for me that I can change quickly this crab just
drives me mad I only think about this ont thing nothing else how will I
end up in wealth if this shit stays like that its like a stab with a
glimming blade stuck to your body it drives you nutz just gets ya
fucked up my mother is loosing her patience and that’s understandable
cause the way im acting is not right I just want to egnite the light in
the deep and floody tunnel ship when I flex and flow I feel like a
funnel I don’t wanna die yet don’t wanna cry no more it fucks me up
shit please lord stop it right now I hate that situation im in there
are a couple ways to make my dick swing but I ping you up against the
wall even if ya tall I sell ya ass in a mall because I don’t give a
damn what da fuck ya thinking so many pussies are still slutty and
stinking but you know I gos to keep it to myself I can still think
straight better than all ya motherfuckers out there you can suck my
damn cock every single day cause you suck and you never get buckeled up
when ya driving down the street in ya beamer never will be like you a
damn ass reamer but ya better get ya system cleaner if ya wanna make
some dough cause you know im back and who in da hell would even try to
stop my dough from running down the fountain when I felx and flow I
climb the highest mountain because I wanna see the apex im telling all
my peops just relax but let me step on this pitch forever I hope that I
ll have the capability to stop the rainy ass wheater because the rain
is messing up my vision I cant see straight no more Im just twitching
and I feel like shit but im still myself gonna go somewhere and find my
own self its not ybout you its about me when cause I like to rhyme
that’s why im feeling so free like a pearl down in the ocean with a
steady motion let me bring the love potion to you my baby cause I just
wanna keep in touch yes im back here and I like to hit the clutch of my
car because im the star shining bright in the sky always till the day I
die because I don’t rely on that stuff what ya saying no more maybe
many people will just try to ignore that im still the best motherfucker
on this planet so many folks trying to act like a menace to society ya
know I ve got the variety to write my lyrics down.
Its cold outside and
im shivering waiting for the next thoughts to arrive in my head trying
to fuck me up again tryong to turn me insane but when I hear your name
its like the sweatest candy and im feeling dany if we could just get
together and have some fun things would change nothing would be the
same I hate to play the same game it sucks fucks me up hell ya I gos to
go in puplic because I aint no wanna be g nodden like that im feeling
free to say what I like got the best shit inside that’s also the reason
why im burning bright like the stars in the sky there is no reason why
you never gonna pass by the track your in cause there are many ways why
I continue writing my songs all the time get the track floading like
the sky never pass by in what people think about you doasnt really
matter when I see your face I stack some real stuff only for you im
finding myself there are many ways for you to end up in wealth cause ya
know I fucking made it im in the damn matrix cause I just like to
reappear from the deep and dark jungle when I flex and flow its like a
fucking funnel like a twister I will twist ya heart apart there many
ways to rome let me feel and felx like a crazy sound addict yes my
steeze are just illmatic that’s why im rapping on the snare when I flex
and flow I really don’t care what you think I know that ya fucking
pussy just stinks like hell dirty and not shaved let me get close and
you get in the mase of the own zone cought alone never flex monotone
cause I break every bone in ya body cause im the best im good and ya
never understood my shit right so im getting ready to bite ya head of I
pieces when I see you I would also fuck all my tight nices I aint
loosing shit and my thoughts will be no tap for me any longer my pain
will stop and never get any stronger because im back people like to get
slapped or backstabbed with my damn mashed potato salad quess who’s
back it’s the penetrator the real eraser I grabb the heat without no
hesitation when I see your eyes looking so bright shining beautiful and
awesome like a star with overwhelming beauty just like a model on the
catwalk if you walk the walk you better talk the talk cause o release
the trigger of my damn gun I see you but ya aint seeing me cause ya
dumb I aint finished with relocating my stuff many peoples just like to
get buffed up your just smoking on ya motherfucking joint there is no
fucking way that you can find the point cause ya sick in ya brain and
also when I hear your name its like the sweetest candy love is rooted
deeply inside some bodies soul
Its just very painful when on of the love ones disappears just gone
erased out the memory and the good times we had let me feel free and I
show you that I aint dead im back here and im feeling much better you
never see me again till I feel better and I know that im real the best
fucking checking it with my sex appeal back on this motherfucker you
know I aint no dirty ass brother maybe my words are full with curses
but I feel like the one who just likes to be cool not the one who’s
maybe acting like a fool cause im not no foolish motherfucker this is
what you are never will find me getting down on ya ass cause I blast
you like crazy ya know my name but I aint acting lazy cause im getting
down and writing my shit down you aint my friend so don’t try to be my
homie don’t even try it cause I fight back with ruthless anger and a
knife that’s ready to stab ya ass in many pieces ya heard me shit I
aint no snith but im staying steady on that gangser pitch im just ready
to write my thoughts down hell yeah its me and ya know my name its not
just one way that you gonna die in faim let me see what ya got without
that ammunition or ya gun your just a down ass hooker let me look at
you slutty from the way you dress and the way ya tie your shoe its not
a hard thing to believe that there are many ways you will gain to
achieve and its not easy to get out this spot your in get out there
right now
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